Saturday, March 26, 2016

holy saturday meditation

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

O

 

       
Oh, what a lantern, what a lamp of light
       Is thy pure word to me
To clear my paths and guide my goings right!
                 I swore and swear again,
       I of the statues will observer be,
                 Thou justly dost ordain.
 
The heavy weights of grief oppress me sore:
       Lord, raise me by the word,
As thou to me didst promise heretofore.
                 And this unforced praise
       I for an off’ring bring, accept, O Lord,
                 And show to me thy ways.
 
What if my life lie naked in my hand,
       To every chance exposed!
Should I forget what thou dost me command?
                 No, no, I will not stray
       From thy edicts though round about enclosed
                 With snares the wicked lay.
 
Thy testimonies as mine heritage,
       I have retained still:
And unto them my heart’s delight engage,
                 My heart which still doth bend,
       And only bend to do what thou dost will,
                 And do it to the end.
 
 
                                 Mary Sydney Herbert Countess of Pembroke
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
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Thursday, March 17, 2016

thinking of my mother






AN OLD WOMAN                                                                         





       
The past has come apart
events are vagueing
the future is a seedless pod
the present pain.

Not even pain has that precision
with which it struck youth.

Years like moths
erode internal organs
hanging or falling
in a spoiled closet.

Does your mirror bedevil you?
Or is the impossible
possible to senility?

How could the erstwhile
agile and slim self--
that narrow silhouette--
come to contain
this huge incognito--
this bulbous stranger--
only to be exorcised by death?

Dilation has entirely dominated
your long reality.





                                 Mina Loy











                      

Thursday, March 10, 2016

amicus maximus







THROUGH AND THROUGH                            








Steadfast friend,
You have hewn me
          through and through!

When I speak, my every word
          speaks of You.
And when silent,
          silently I ache for You.



                   Rabia al Basri   (  8th century )







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